The Story of Me

 Hello everyone! My name is Dechen Phuntsho Chudon. I’m 14 years old, and I’ll be turning 15 in July. I’m currently studying in Grade 8. I have a small family — my father is a BPC driver, and my mother is a housewife. I also have an older brother who is in Class 12 Science. From the outside, I may seem like a normal teenage girl, but inside, I carry thoughts and feeling that most people don't see

Growing up, I didn’t always feel supported. My brother often made fun of me, and it hurt more than people know. It made me feel like my thoughts and dreams didn’t matter. But even in those lonely moments, I found ways to keep going.

What helped me most were the three girls who always stood by my side — Yangchen, Sangay, and Jigme. They’ve been there for me through everything. When I felt down, they listened. When I felt invisible, they reminded me that I mattered. Their friendship has been like a light in the darkness, and I’m really thankful to have them.

I also found comfort in the things I love. I enjoy watching BL and dramas — the stories make me feel seen, and the characters help me understand my own emotions. Drawing and painting are my favorite ways to express what I can’t say out loud. I also love music; it lifts me up when I’m feeling low. And dogs — they are my dream companions. Their love is something I wish I felt more often from others.

These things — my art, my friends, my favorite shows — they have shaped me into who I am. I’m sensitive, creative, and quiet, but I’m also stronger than people think. I’ve learned to stand alone when I have to, and that makes me proud.

To my future self: I hope you never forget where you came from. I hope you keep creating, keep believing in yourself, and stay close to the people who truly care about you. You’ve already come so far — keep going


 A drawing I made when I felt alone.

This drawing shows the feelings I couldn’t say out loud. Art helps me heal.


A picture of my three pretty ladies💕

Yangchen, Sangay, and Jigme are my safe place. They remind me I’m not alone.


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